naykun

Hay its Nay. :) sorry for not talking for so long. the past year or so has been horrible to me. i lost everything. everyone. life. I think about hurting myself a lot. none of you really care. I dont want you to. I am not looking for a handout. I just wanted a place to write without being harassed. i bet i will be harassed here too. oh well.. when i get time ill draw and post new things. til then.

Hello there people of Deviantart, people on my watch list and lost friends. I am very upset with myself. I do not believe that I can keep going with the guilt and hate in my life. I know some of you are probably smirking at this and saying "pfft! Fuck you Renee" But really. To everyone I am really sorry for everything I have done, I am sorry for who I have given up on. I am also extremely sorry for losing my best friend in the world, who means everything to me, the one who was there for me when I needed someone to hug, to cry on, and for giving me a place to stay when my mom abused me. I think about you all the time. And I know I have stayed

Nay coming at ya with some news of her own! I went to the FFDP concert. it was AWESOME 8D Aadam has gotten held up. I was suppose to leave yesterday for New Hampshire. I am hoping one more week wont hurt. I am at Jens house right now. She is so cool! I am surprised that we even lost touch for so long. Sadly i have to go home today. Hsiao Yu-Wen wants to come over to my house in the afternoon. She bought about 200$ worth of clothes and shoes last time she came over. She left her shoes at my house last time. Their so pretty. Sadly i cant fit them or she would have lost some. :D Well. I just got done talking to Aadam. He makes my heart flutter